Waking

In a universe where nothing is lost or gained,

Where joy and pain are relative

And exist because of one another,

Where all things end with nothing quite yet different,

I must find myself on one side of a line.

This line, so beautiful, so bleak

That separates freedom from abandonment

Is made of simple strings

And the idle dreams of people before.

I digress.

Some days the ground seems flat,

And what we see is the limit of existence.

The feeling of freedom

Drifts peacefully in the air.

My voice reads a closing chapter,

Though we are clearly less than halfway.

What makes that close go on and on

Is the knowledge that, for all the distance run

All things end with nothing quite the same.

Dreams

I dreamt of a life
That went around in circles.
Each day the same, serene,
With the architect of these days
Imprinted on my mind and on my skin.

Now we drink cups of tea,
While the same songs play
In the corner of a different kitchen.
But we are back to where we were,
And nothing you can say to make it change.

My water is bitter,
With saltwater on my cheeks.
We used to cry as we sat
Halfway up the stairs.

That, my friend, was a dream ago.
Now it seems I dream of a life
And in that life I walk around in circles.